I want to be puking and have heartburn and have boobs that hurt so bad I want to cry. But no. I feel fine.
Do you have any idea how hard this is? I have been having food aversions, lower abdominal cramping, until all of a sudden yesterday, they just STOPPED.
So I had a
I don't even feel as connected with this baby as I did in my first pregnancy, and I'm TRYING REALLY HARD! I am telling myself over and over "be so happy, be so excited, love this baby" and I have all along, however, my unconscious just is screwing with my head. I hate it, it's obnoxious.
I just want to be EXCITED and HAPPY and SICK!!!!
6 people that love me told me so:
I really hope you get some symptoms to help ease your mind soon. Once that Beta doubles once or twice more I am sure you will be feeling it.
I am so sorry!!! I really think you are right in that your mind is not letting you fell happy yet. Just remember you have made it this far! Some girls don't even know they are pregnant until much later. I know this doesn't help!! But just know that I am praying for you to hug that bowl soon!
I am sure your sickness will come, and when it does you may regret wanting it so much! Hope the sick come soon.
When you've been there before it can be hard to feel as excited...your head is excited, but your heart can't keep up! I've been there and I know it sucks. Just remind yourself that in just a few short months, Madeline and Addison are going to make you happier than you've ever been before!
I get it... you want to be happy but you're waiting for that call from the doc that says "uh, we were wrong". All I can say is cling to your DH, your family and friends, and your faith. Peace will come... and with peace, joy! ((hugs))
Wow how I know these feelings.
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