My mom and I are still on weird terms from our fall out last week. I just decided to forgive and forget what she said and called her a few times. She just acts distant and what she does say to me is rude and ridiculous. Here are some examples.
#1
Me: Christopher is starting a new anxiety medicine. He has been freaking out and having panic attacks a lot lately. He's really stressed I guess
Mom: Probably because he's trying too hard to get pregnant.
Me: OR He's stressed about our dogs, getting our house fixed, me being sick...
#2
Me: OMG I FOUND MY CAMERA!!!!!!!! (she bought me this camera as an early birthday present in December and I lost it in January, which she was obviously upset about)
Mom: Did you find my DVD player?
Me: Ummm No I know where that is...
#3
Me: Can I borrow your tent?
Mom: Why can't you use your other one?
Me: Well it's a pain to put up. I like yours cause it pops up like my broken one did
Mom: Well are you going to break it too?
Me: Umm noo.... I won't leave it out in the wind to dry...
It doesn't sound like much, but those are the 3 conversations we have had in a week, and that is pretty much as far as they have gone. I called her back after one convo to ask something, and she sounded like she had been crying, and I asked what was wrong and she said nothing. So IDK. I've tried. I kinda miss her... She has off today and she always calls me when she's off to see what I'm doing. Nothing. Christopher said that it will get better soon and get back to normal. I sure hope so. How am I going to tell her I'm pregnant if I get pregnant this cycle or ever if she doesn't even want to talk to me? I guess I will just go on with life and she will eventually come around? I don't know why SHE is mad at ME?! I didn't do anything! It is all very frustrating...
The End
15 years ago