Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Ooooh that feeling....

I was just telling my husband today how great I have been feeling about everything. How I thought that prayer request really helped.

Then UGH. I had that moment. Looking at a friend of mine's 17 week belly pics.

You know that feeling in your heart? Like that squeezing anxious sick feeling?? Yeah I got that. Still have it. And tears feel like they are coming... And the one sentence I have never said in my life more than I have these last (OMG) almost 6 months... IT'S NOT FAIR.

On another note, I have totally sucked monkey butt on ICLW this month. Tomorrow I am baby sitting, so I am going to do all my one bajillion that I "owe". I've also been playing Pet Society on Facebook. It's pretty awesome, as is Mobsters on Myspace. LOL. I'm excited about playing with the baby tomorrow. :) I talked to my nieces today on the phone. Regan said she can't wait to see me next month and Jordan sang me the Doodle Bops. I can't wait to see them. I need to sell my soul (JK!) to get gas money to get up there next month!

12 people that love me told me so:

Silver said...

I am so sorry that you have that feeling in your heart. I wish you all the best and some peace.

alicia said...

sorry about the rough moment! i know what helped me was to avoid things like facebook and my space, just so i didn't get stuck looking at pics like that. I hope you feel happy soon!

sounds like babysitting will cheer you up!

Cara said...

Enjoy those babes! Somehow they cushion that awful feeling you describe. Thinking of you!

Megs said...

Here from ICLW...

It's always nice to be able to see nieces and nephews after not having seen them in forever! My sister lives in North Carolina (13 hours away) and I miss them so much! Glad to see you are doing well.

sharonvw said...

Hey Katie, its ok to feel the way you do. This journey is full of up's and downs and good days and bad ones.
((((Hugs)))

I Believe in Miracles said...

Hi. I think it's hard to look at belly pictures when you so want that to be you. I'm sorry for your lost and what you've experienced in the last 6 months. I can only imagine. I hope you are able to enjoy your TTC break.
ICLW

Marie said...

I am so aware of that sinking feeling. I called my mom this morning at 5:30am. The worst is waking up to that feeling. I hope you are having a great day today!

ICLW

seriously? said...

I am so sorry about your loss, I know how painful it can be. I wish you all the best on your journey. And please let no one rush you into getting over this or moving on. You have to do it in your own time.

nancy said...

"that feeling" absolutely sucks. I'm sorry you had to even have it. And you are right, it's not fair.

iclw

Portraits In Sepia said...

I avoid those situations at all costs which I know is not always feasible.

Here making up time for ICLW!

CappyPrincess said...

Life is full of ups and downs. Sorry you're having one of those tough moments.


ICLW

sharonvw said...

Hey Katie
Are you ok Sweets? You've very quiet.
Thinking of you.
(((Hugs)))

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