Saturday, September 20, 2008

Good Mom

It's been a while since I have posted! I have been really busy with work, and just haven't had much to write about!!!

I've been doing a lot better. I don't have that urgency to be pregnant anymore. I really think that prayer request helped A LOT! Or either the psychological thought of it helped anyway! I went and saw my friend's baby Thursday and she is so so little little! And so pretty! You may have remembered me bloggin about her in the past, she was in the NICU, but she is home and healthy now :) She is on a monitor because she is still having apnea episodes, but hopefully she will grow out of it soon. She was a month early, and her due date was last weekend. I also am going to be watching a friend's baby starting Wednesday! I am really excited about that! He is ADORABLE!!! He has this blonde blonde hair... Too cute! I love babies SOOO much!

Something I absolutely LOVE to hear is how good of a mom I will be. I think that is the best compliment anyone has ever given me in my entire life. I love babies and kids so much, and I have since before I can remember. Yesterday for example, there was a 2 year old who I had to xray that they thought had glass in his foot (didn't) and he was MAD! But I did it, and it was hard, but he was so incredibly cute and sweet. Someone afterwards said they wouldn't have done it the way I did, and I'll be great with my kids. I probably fried the only eggs I have left doing it, but sometimes it feels worth it... It is hard to explain. I guess you have to be in my position to understand. I get so many scared kids in there, and I just love holding them and making them feel better. I had one girl one day who got in a car accident. She was 4 and the most precious gorgeous sweetest little girl in the world and she was so scared and her mom was CRAZY, so I just sent her mom back to their room and I held her and talked to her. A few people have told me how great of a mom I will be because I love playing with kids so much and I am so good with them when they are my patients. I love to hear that. Honestly, I can't think of a better compliment!

Obviously I know there is more to Mommy-ing than playing with babies, but I think they are right. One day I'll be a good mom! I think I am a fabulous mom now for missing my baby so much! That is one loved little baby, thats for sure!

12 people that love me told me so:

Monica LeMoine said...

Yes, you are - and will be - a fantabulous mom. Probably a MILFy mom too, and there's something to be said for that.

Michelle said...

You ARE a great mom!!!

Silver said...

Sounds like you are more than ready to be a great Mom. Good luck with your journey. Hugs

momofonefornow said...

Hi, over from ICLW. This is my 1st visit. I am so sorry for your loss. I have always struggled with ttc but so far have not had to deal with loss. I can't imagine how horrible that is. My prayers are with you.

Mrs Woggie said...

Yes you will be a fantastic Mum one day. Your baby will be lucky to have you as a Mummy. Here from ICLW!

sharonvw said...

Hey Katie
You are a great Mom for missing you little one so much.
I used to love it when people told me I'd be a great Mom one day, now I hate it, it hurts and feels so empty.

Kristin said...

I am so sorry for your loss and I hope you get to be a mom sooner rather than later.

bendingbackwards said...

Here from ICLW.

Sorry to read about your loss. You will be an AWESOME mom and I wish you the very best.

Aunt Becky said...

I just met you through ICLW and I *know* already what a wonderful mom you're going to be. I can tell.

alicia said...

I am glad you are doing better! and I agree you will be a awesome mom!

Martha said...

Hi, visiting from ILCW with my best wishes for you and all your dreams to come true. I think you will be a wonderful mommy, sounds like you already are.

Cassandra said...

Here from ICLW...
I've heard that I'll be a great mom many times, but what I've enjoyed even more is people saying that DH will be a great dad. I'm more of a natural with kids, and I have a lot more confidence with little ones, but he has to work at it. When he does, though, kids love him.

Someday...

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