This post will be full of new babies, human and not!
We got a kitten! He is so so cute! We adopted him from the SPCA. My mother in law adopted his brother. They are an off white color, may be a super light orange? We can't think of a name for him... He's so slinky! He reminds me of The Grinch when he slides across the floor, cause he does it hehe. He also sleeps with his legs all stretched all the way out. He's so funny.
My friends also had their babies. I went and saw my best friend yesterday. She ended up having to have a csection and the baby wasn't breathing correctly so she's in level 2. My friend didn't see her for 13 HOURS. They wouldn't let my friend go there even after the baby was fine. It was horrible. A mommy needs to bond with her baby. My friend was just seeing pictures that her husband was bringing her and she said she look. Ed and said "that baby's cute. She doesn't look like my baby." It wasn't until she finally held her that she got to bond with her daughter. I am livid. And the baby wouldn't eat until my friend fed her. She knows who her mommy is and she wanted her. Hopefully the baby will be out of level 2 today and I'll get to see her.
So as I sit thete the inevitable feeling crept up. I felt like an elephant was sitting on my chest. All of my friends are becoming mommies and I'm being left behind. The one thing I want more than anything is being slowly ripped away and given to everyone else I know. Watching my friend's husband help her pump and go back and forth to update her on the baby and boast about how fabulous she was in labor... It made my heart ache a lot.
But I have a new kitty now, so I'll just dwell on that.
7 years ago