Wednesday, February 25, 2009

The Calm After The Storm

Hahahaha just kidding. I really thought I would get worse of a response from my post yesterday, but I didn't! I was really happy (happy? I'm never happy that we are in this situation) that a lot of other people felt the same as I did. As for the handful of comments against my view, I am glad to read them. I understand where they are coming from, but I just don't feel that way. Like one of the women said, that is the beauty of our sisterhood. I also do understand that I am young and I am at the beginning of this possible years long journey, and for that I am grateful.

Going through a miscarriage I know how it feels. And I will never ever know how it feels never to get pregnant. And those who have never ever gotten a positive pregnancy test will never ever know how it feels to have a miscarriage. So we could go on forever, but we may just have to agree to disagree. I can't think of anything worse to experience in this subject, but that's me!

Anyways, onward!!! Let's talk about the hubster's SA. He did well, didn't take too long. Hehehe this makes me laugh EVERY TIME I picture it. The boy sat on his knees on the floor because he didn't want to sit on the couch. He said he couldn't imagine all of the naked butts that sat on that couch and when the last time it had been wiped down. So he sat on his knees! I can't help but laugh! Then my BBC friends said they all helped their husband's with there's... I sat that one out because he isn't allowed porn at home so he was like a kid in a candy store. I let him have his fun.

It was also kinda nice to be somewhere where people knew what I was going through and deal with this every day. I really liked the clinic, so I know if I have to start going there as a patient I will feel comfortable.

They said we should get the results within 4 days. If we haven't heard by then, I have to call my doctor's office and get the results. I know my doctor's office and I'm sure I'll be calling them Friday. May be I'll just call them tomorrow... I'm impatient!

I also want to welcome my BEST FRIEND Emily, she officially found my secret blog. I love her, and have been dying to tell her about it, but she outsmarted me and found it herself. Yaaay Emily :) (She's the one getting married, to all you old-bies)

Also, my 2 friends that got pregnant at the same time, that I may have mentioned toward the very beginning of my blog (you know, when I found out they were both pregnant the same weekend and cried and cried? yeah that one) are in labor today! I am so excited for them and I CAN NOT WAIT to meet Taylor and Elizabeth!

7 people that love me told me so:

The Pifer's said...

Found your blog through others!!!! I am praying for you!!!!!!! :)

The Pifer's said...

Found your blog through others!!!! I am praying for you!!!!!!! :)

armyswthrt15 said...

Secret stalker, right here. ;) Mwah. I love you.

armyswthrt15 said...

Secret stalker, right here. ;) Mwah. I love you.

Jo said...

Here through ICLW. . .just wanted to post my thoughts on yesterday's post.

I, too, have never once been pregnant, despite having tried for six, almost seven years of trying. Despite treatments. Despite everything. And I would never, ever, wish to miscarry. Ever.

I do have to agree with what several others posted - perhaps this is not a case of "I wish I was in your shoes" but more of a "It's unbelievably hard to NEVER know a pregnancy is even possible." Because it is, and no one who has ever had a pregnancy will ever understand that.

I hope that in the future you will not take "Never had a BFP" to equal "Wish I could be you."

I'm with Murgdan on this. It makes me unbelievably sad.

Kristin said...

Hope you get good results on the test. Wishing you lots of luck in your TTC/IF journey.

I hope in not too long it is the birth of your very own miracle you are looking forward to.


alicia said...

haha Keith told me the SA room have wipes that you can clean up the place with if you don't feel it is clean enough! haha!!

wow in labor the same day, that is crazy!

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