Thursday, June 11, 2009

10 Weeks Tomorrow!

I can't believe I'm hitting the double digits with my pregnancy! I am one fourth DONE!

These past 10 weeks have brought me absolute joy, nervousness, frustration, absolute heartbreak, worry, throwing up, heartburn, hope, and absolute trust in the Lord.

Yesterday I had a minor freak out and made a nurses appointment to get a doppler. We were THIS CLOSE to getting an US, but the nurse FOUND IT! Thumping away :) What a great sound! I am very very proud of myself. That was honestly my first absolute freak out. Yes, I did have some break downs a couple weeks ago, but HELLO! One of my twins was DEAD and I was awaiting the news on how the other was doing. Having a miscarriage is awful. Having a miscarriage and awaiting the news on the other baby you're carrying is weird and scary. I did AWESOME that week compared to how I could have freaked.

Christopher and my mother gave me a hard time about yesterday, but I don't care. They didn't go through what I did and they do't know how I feel. Well, honestly Christopher did, but he sure doesn't act like it. Men and their penises. I wish they could borrow a uterus once in a while!

6 people that love me told me so:

cowboyboot lady said...

Congrats on ten weeks! You are holding up very well. Don't let them get to you...they don't know what it is like, like you do. Borrow a uterus...I love it! Hang in there! You've got lots of real life and online friends there for you!

heyLyss09 said...

It's true. Men will never share the same feelings we do about anything ttc/IF/loss/baby related.

At least we have other women who understand to some extent. =)

Beautiful Mess said...

YAY for 10 weeks! That's awesome! Bummer about no u/s but WHEW and YAY for finding the heartbeat! You're doing fine! It's COMPLETELY understandable to be a little worried! I agree, men need a uterus or at least our hormones every once in awhile!

Dianne said...


Also Good Job!!!!! Cmon baby!!!

Kim said...

Woohoo for 10 weeks!

twondra said...

Yay for 10 weeks!! Love your last comment. :) Too cute!!

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